Everything comes in waves. Even this year thing and feelings come in waves. Most day you just live and go through the motions. When your whole day is taken up by class and church and 
every other little thing you don’t have time to think about the hard stuff. Just when things started going well to the point of almost forgetting about the CP you get slapped in the face. This post was spurred by a comment made from another blogger. He asked and said many things but one thing he wrote hit me. He wrote “watching other girls get asked out on dates, etc. Something like that would have hurt me deeply at that age...but she seems okay. "SEEMS."” Its hard for me to think of the write things to say. I had many said moments especially in JR. High. I hated not being asked to do thing or going on dates. But for the most part things were good its easy to forget the hard sad stuff. Time really does make it better I never thought that was true but it has been for the most part true. If you really like this girl than get to know her it will soon be apparent as to how she feels about her life. Almost everyone I have meet with CP has a good life and enjoys it for the most part. Everyone has bumps in the road people with CP have more apparent bumps than other peoples’. I bet she does not think of the hard stuff all the time and you are only because its new to you. I applaud you for taking a change on this girl most guys would not. Because you recognize the challenges she faces you’re a better person for it. This guy seems like every parents dream. I worry and wish for a regular life/ day like a normal date or a wedding. I may never get my wedding day but as for a normal day my best friend Katlin made my prom the best ever and I felt normal even on the dance floor it was great!
every other little thing you don’t have time to think about the hard stuff. Just when things started going well to the point of almost forgetting about the CP you get slapped in the face. This post was spurred by a comment made from another blogger. He asked and said many things but one thing he wrote hit me. He wrote “watching other girls get asked out on dates, etc. Something like that would have hurt me deeply at that age...but she seems okay. "SEEMS."” Its hard for me to think of the write things to say. I had many said moments especially in JR. High. I hated not being asked to do thing or going on dates. But for the most part things were good its easy to forget the hard sad stuff. Time really does make it better I never thought that was true but it has been for the most part true. If you really like this girl than get to know her it will soon be apparent as to how she feels about her life. Almost everyone I have meet with CP has a good life and enjoys it for the most part. Everyone has bumps in the road people with CP have more apparent bumps than other peoples’. I bet she does not think of the hard stuff all the time and you are only because its new to you. I applaud you for taking a change on this girl most guys would not. Because you recognize the challenges she faces you’re a better person for it. This guy seems like every parents dream. I worry and wish for a regular life/ day like a normal date or a wedding. I may never get my wedding day but as for a normal day my best friend Katlin made my prom the best ever and I felt normal even on the dance floor it was great!
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